My Friend Found Dead

Very shocking to hear a news that one of my friend found dead in his car in front of Father's house parking lot at Stella Maris Church Tanjung Aru...i never think it will be one of my friend...today like usual I'm going to attend mass at the church, by the way, my mum and i will be representative KKD Putatan for the offertory for today mass...when i reach at the church, it's look quite different..notice that the Tanjung Aru road was jammed...I'm keep wondering but never notice, suddenly, there someone come to tell me that there one of the choir member commit suicide in front of the parking, then i know he is my friend - Joedee...i couldn't understand "why", what is going on??...i breaking the news to Melissa by a msg after the mass but she never reply me and i thought she has no credit for this moment...the last time i met him was on 1st.May.2009, while i parked my car... and i never and never expected he will put to commit himself as his last way..Oh my God...!! I'm sure he has his own reason why he took this way..even it's not the right way, nobody would understand his situation...cos no one is helping while he is alive..if he able to tell me about what he has going through at the early place, probally i would assist him even though not as much as he expect to...i guess that what a friend does, isn't that right??...I'm praying to God to forgive him what has he done, and may his soul will rest in peace...