I Wont't Forget

Normally Saturday is the day for me to have a whole day rest after working 5 days, if i'm free i will go out to search some stuffs...i drive my mum and brothers out for a while and having our lunch outside...about 3.30pm we reach home and i feel very tired, so i have a short nap...by 7pm my mum wake me up and tell there is a rosary prayer at Cladius' house..i'm wonder who is that person?? then my mum told me he was c 'Kado'...huahaha, i never know his real name even we are in the neigbourhood, by the way, i never been into his house before...well, there a special story happened to me with his youngest brother, hehe...!! All the members of KKD start our prayer at Cladius's house and will continue another prayer at his parent's house just behind of his house, which is the house nearby to the sea....wow, it's sound interesting for me cos i'm quite curious...but very pity on his dad cos he was involved an accident somewhere roundabout at Kalopis, Penampang, he injured his right leg which make him unable to walk...At last i saw Cladius's brother wedding's photo...yup, he was married...according to his mum, he working at Audit Negara Putrajaya..i guess he must be an accountant, he is good in account what i know him..He been working there about 10 years and decide to come back KK...however, he being a badminton coach for 3 schools at KL, all the students love him and disagree to let him going back to Sabah..i thought he stop badminton but he's not. The story started when i was in form 1...i'm just 14 years old and he just finish his form 5, he will continue his study at UITM Shah Alam in Accounting course...while waiting for the offer, i met him several time but we never speak to each other, actually since i in primary 6 taww, huahaha..malu-malu kucing kunun..!! he closed to my twin brothers and called my brothers 'in law'..hahaha then i know he likes me that time..oh God...!! i like him too, hehe...One day, before he went to further his study, he asked my twin brother to tell that he really want to meet me, so we met at the seaside, hahaha and that was the 1st time we talked, what lovely memory during the time, i felt ashamed even to say a word...!! But all were passed, we lost contact and i know i make few mistake at the beginning, before he got his offer worked at Putrajaya, we ever met and he gave me his name card which i still keep it till now...he also had badminton class called 'Wira Bayu' at the same time he was the badminton coach and the class held at Pasir Putih Hall, Putatan...but i never took any step to look for him that time...Last 3 years ago, i suddenly realize him and ever tried to find out about him, my brother told me that he just married during that time...yeah, i felt a little bit upset to hear...that night when im come back home, i can't stop thinking...i feel a little bit regret all this time, i don't know how to explain about it but i have to let everything go, even i wish i can turning back to the time and fix the mistakes, im so young and childish at that time..honestly, he is a nice guy that i ever met...thanks Lord he married with nice girl, i hope one day we will meet and would not break our friendship again, maybe we are not mean to be together...There a lots of memories about him that i will never forget in mind, even thought all had been passed but it still can make me smile....!!

My Friend Found Dead

Very shocking to hear a news that one of my friend found dead in his car in front of Father's house parking lot at Stella Maris Church Tanjung Aru...i never think it will be one of my friend...today like usual I'm going to attend mass at the church, by the way, my mum and i will be representative KKD Putatan for the offertory for today mass...when i reach at the church, it's look quite different..notice that the Tanjung Aru road was jammed...I'm keep wondering but never notice, suddenly, there someone come to tell me that there one of the choir member commit suicide in front of the parking, then i know he is my friend - Joedee...i couldn't understand "why", what is going on??...i breaking the news to Melissa by a msg after the mass but she never reply me and i thought she has no credit for this moment...the last time i met him was on 1st.May.2009, while i parked my car... and i never and never expected he will put to commit himself as his last way..Oh my God...!! I'm sure he has his own reason why he took this way..even it's not the right way, nobody would understand his situation...cos no one is helping while he is alive..if he able to tell me about what he has going through at the early place, probally i would assist him even though not as much as he expect to...i guess that what a friend does, isn't that right??...I'm praying to God to forgive him what has he done, and may his soul will rest in peace...