I Lost Kimmy

Kimmy & I

Kimmy past away on 1st.Oct.2009..i remembered that day was a time that i couldn't accept her lost....We just met during the Hari Raya open house at Hadfiz's house then suddenly few days later i found her lied at the hospital, in a comma condition...how could a guy can hit a woman like her?? did he have any humanity...that nite, i cried and prayed "Oh God, i forgive every sins that she did to me since we started became a friend and i will love her no matter where she will be.  " Even my other friends and i lost her, but she always in our heart and we hoping her soul will remain peace..

Happy Birthday Bibie

Raya At Petagas

While i'm sleeping the day after hari raya been announce will be tomorrow, i received a text msg from my friend - Hafiz, he invited me to his open house at Petagas on the 3rd day of raya..On the 1st day of raya celebration, i make a called to Kim, ask her if she wish to go..she answer yes...so she fetch me about at 1pm..When Kim & i arrive, there is Angela with her daughters and her brother in law...wow, so many delicious dishes been serve, Kim get "Laksa" while i will have "Nasi Minyak" with "Rendang"...and guess my favourite macaroni salad also serve..so nice..by the time, we still having our dish, Rahim and Khairul Amir arrive with their wife..we having so fun that day when some of our schoolmates manage to come and have gathering...well, it's the only time all of us can gather together...

10 Days Early Before My Birthday

This morning my cousin Janet give a sudden msg.."Wow she going to bring me a carrot cake" haha..actly, its for my coming birthday, she only remember September but couldn't remember what is the date..she will be coming around 12pm to 1pm..Last year when i became her bridemate, i didn't eat her wedding cake so one day i met her at Donggongon, i told her about that..okay, she promise to give a carrot cake as my birthday cake...her wedding cake was carrot cake as well.. hmm, it is so delicious, yumm!! the topping of it, creamy cheese cream..thanks so much cousin, i love it even it's 10 more days to my birthday..huh!!

Birthday + Anniversary

About 7am in the morning, my cousin called my mum up...well, it's an invitation for a birthday party, my little brother wake me up, he so excited about the party cos it is my little nephew - Herod's birthday as well my mama tua's birthday...so we will be at my cousin's house tonight, estimate about 7.30pm..my mum want to get some present at Putatan before we get there, surprising, my cousin - brother Cleda coming back to celebrate his mum's birthday..his wife & little son coming along..on 12th my brother Cleda will going to Sudan for his duty with US Nation...Beside celebrating my aunt & newphew's birthday, there were marriage anniversaries too for all my cousins - Rita & Lawrence, Cleda & Jojy and Alex & Judith...Congratulations all...!!

Congratulation To Theresa & Baneventure

It' s almost 10 years Theresa @Shasha both of us know to each other, i remembered that time, it's was during JBT 2000 season..She just joined our youth, and she too shy even to mix around with others, Tres & i approached her and from that moment 3 of us became closest friends in the youth, no matter where we go, we will be in a group of 3..."Geng Karas baa" that time laa...!! Theresa famous with the called "Shasha", it's was Steve's idea called her with that name, haha, nice name right??...very surprised when i received her invitation card," oh okay..Shasha going to be married this 29th August"...look like just left me alone right now still single at all and seem that Tres also married last 2 years plus ago, which that time i was her bridemate, anyhow, no matter what it's goes, i will always hope for the good for my friends even they already married...i went her wedding ceremony at Stella Maris Church at 10am, the celebrant was Fr. Tony, after that followed by wedding reception at J.Borneo Zoo Cafeteria, Lok Kawi...uncle Ben and aunt Jenny with family were coming as well George & Marcella, Doddy & Florence and Tres & Joe...im just with my youngest brother...

Newly Wed Theresa & Baneventure at Stella Maris Church, Tg Aru.

Lovely Photo just 3 of us and with youth members (SMCYC) at reception before going home.

Adrian Raymond's Wedding Reception

Adrian is my cousin, a week ago my uncle, my mum eldest brother sent an invitation card, what?? it's Boy's wedding and his wife is from Kg Malangkap Nariau, Kota Belud..i'm quite surprised to read the invitation card and felt excited abit....Yeah, then i knew my cousin real name was 'Adrian'..i remembered last few years christmas nite at his house, uncle Raymond invited my family to their house at my village - Sugud, Penampang..that was the 1st time i met my all cousins at their side, Adrian's grandfather is my eldest brother of my grandfather...which is my mum and his dad are 1st cousin...wow, what so cute cousins i have, hahaha..to be honest, that was the happiest christmas time i ever had before... The reception venue at KDCA, Hongkod, i reached about 1.30pm...i saw my uncle standing in front of the entrance to welcome us and the rest of the family, i felt so happy and i cant say a word than 'congratulation'..!! it's happening, the tagung as well as the band was import from Sugud baa!! and there was a shuffle dance performance by the kids from my village too...my cousin - Fanny who is staying in London with her husband also coming home to celebrate her brother's wedding...well, there some of pictures to share during the event...what a fun!!

Adrian & Julita**********************Cake Cutting

Toasting************************Newly Wed Dance Sumazau

Dance Sumazau With Newly Wed*********Fanny & Husband Dancing

Cousin Viron @Lugue****************Uncle Raymond & Mummy

I Wont't Forget

Normally Saturday is the day for me to have a whole day rest after working 5 days, if i'm free i will go out to search some stuffs...i drive my mum and brothers out for a while and having our lunch outside...about 3.30pm we reach home and i feel very tired, so i have a short nap...by 7pm my mum wake me up and tell there is a rosary prayer at Cladius' house..i'm wonder who is that person?? then my mum told me he was c 'Kado'...huahaha, i never know his real name even we are in the neigbourhood, by the way, i never been into his house before...well, there a special story happened to me with his youngest brother, hehe...!! All the members of KKD start our prayer at Cladius's house and will continue another prayer at his parent's house just behind of his house, which is the house nearby to the sea....wow, it's sound interesting for me cos i'm quite curious...but very pity on his dad cos he was involved an accident somewhere roundabout at Kalopis, Penampang, he injured his right leg which make him unable to walk...At last i saw Cladius's brother wedding's photo...yup, he was married...according to his mum, he working at Audit Negara Putrajaya..i guess he must be an accountant, he is good in account what i know him..He been working there about 10 years and decide to come back KK...however, he being a badminton coach for 3 schools at KL, all the students love him and disagree to let him going back to Sabah..i thought he stop badminton but he's not. The story started when i was in form 1...i'm just 14 years old and he just finish his form 5, he will continue his study at UITM Shah Alam in Accounting course...while waiting for the offer, i met him several time but we never speak to each other, actually since i in primary 6 taww, huahaha..malu-malu kucing kunun..!! he closed to my twin brothers and called my brothers 'in law'..hahaha then i know he likes me that time..oh God...!! i like him too, hehe...One day, before he went to further his study, he asked my twin brother to tell that he really want to meet me, so we met at the seaside, hahaha and that was the 1st time we talked, what lovely memory during the time, i felt ashamed even to say a word...!! But all were passed, we lost contact and i know i make few mistake at the beginning, before he got his offer worked at Putrajaya, we ever met and he gave me his name card which i still keep it till now...he also had badminton class called 'Wira Bayu' at the same time he was the badminton coach and the class held at Pasir Putih Hall, Putatan...but i never took any step to look for him that time...Last 3 years ago, i suddenly realize him and ever tried to find out about him, my brother told me that he just married during that time...yeah, i felt a little bit upset to hear...that night when im come back home, i can't stop thinking...i feel a little bit regret all this time, i don't know how to explain about it but i have to let everything go, even i wish i can turning back to the time and fix the mistakes, im so young and childish at that time..honestly, he is a nice guy that i ever met...thanks Lord he married with nice girl, i hope one day we will meet and would not break our friendship again, maybe we are not mean to be together...There a lots of memories about him that i will never forget in mind, even thought all had been passed but it still can make me smile....!!

My Friend Found Dead

Very shocking to hear a news that one of my friend found dead in his car in front of Father's house parking lot at Stella Maris Church Tanjung Aru...i never think it will be one of my friend...today like usual I'm going to attend mass at the church, by the way, my mum and i will be representative KKD Putatan for the offertory for today mass...when i reach at the church, it's look quite different..notice that the Tanjung Aru road was jammed...I'm keep wondering but never notice, suddenly, there someone come to tell me that there one of the choir member commit suicide in front of the parking, then i know he is my friend - Joedee...i couldn't understand "why", what is going on??...i breaking the news to Melissa by a msg after the mass but she never reply me and i thought she has no credit for this moment...the last time i met him was on 1st.May.2009, while i parked my car... and i never and never expected he will put to commit himself as his last way..Oh my God...!! I'm sure he has his own reason why he took this way..even it's not the right way, nobody would understand his situation...cos no one is helping while he is alive..if he able to tell me about what he has going through at the early place, probally i would assist him even though not as much as he expect to...i guess that what a friend does, isn't that right??...I'm praying to God to forgive him what has he done, and may his soul will rest in peace...

R.I.P To Michael Jackson

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009), dubbed the King of Pop, was an American recording artist, entertainer and businessman. One of the most commercially successful artists of all time, his contributions to music and dance, along with a highly publicized personal life, made him a part of popular culture around the world for four decades. Jackson died at the age of 50 on June 25, 2009, in Los Angeles, California after suffering from cardiac arrest. His memorial service was broadcast live around the world.

i used to listen MJ's songs since i was young, when I'm joining the choir ministry, there's one time my choir master make a session, exposed the choirs about devil things inside the musics...most of songs found tiny frequency beside the original melody that u heard, if the song played to the backward, there is frequency sound praising "Satan" it's really sound scary..one of the song is belong to MJ's song, and included "The Beattle" & "The Eagle". songs too..it's been about 5 years passed...one day, i started to realize MJ in American Idol MJ's week, all the finalist select to sing one song from MJ's album, MJ really super entertainer, he is great in his dancing, especially his famous 'moonwalk', his voicing and capable to produce good music, beside that, he is a generous artist of all...no wonder he has a big fans around the world, his music is powerful...i started realize at this early of the year and back to listen his songs...but time had to stop cos he gone...however, his song will live forever....R.I.P MJ - King of Pop...!!

Nur Azurra Fitriana & Khalid

During the sanding - Khalid & Nur Azurra @ Wong Mei Fei

Me, Jennifer, Groom Khalid, Bride Mei Fei, Elot & Nulsi

Kupi-Kupi - Judith, Nerey, Me, Nulsi and Elot

All of us attend Wong's wedding on 20.June.2009, after all happened, at last she married to a guy from Tuaran, Kg Laya-laya...we arrived Tuaran about 2pm and akad nikah was on progress that time..after the reception, all of us past by Tuaran famous stall selling 'kelapa bakar' & 'kelapa puding'...it's all so delicious...hihi, Nulsi told me that this is the 1st time she come having kelapa puding..!! next time when i get my own car..we will going there kay...eheh!!

Kelapa Bakar nice for 

Farewell For Renely

Never say goodbye, that what i can say, same to nancy when she leave my office back to her lesson...we celebrate Ren last day at KFC.."Jom Jimat"..mama belanja!! this coming 1st July, Ren will be started her nursing course, she went for the interview on 14.April, the day after my interview...no more Politeknik oredy..!! sometimes im wondering why i met this little girl, she one of the practical student in our office..we quite close, we spend lunch together. Now i understand why?? words of God that i never realize...I would like to wish her good luck & all the best...!!

Jom Jimat - Xiao Ling, Mama, Shirley, Ren, Me & Linah

With Ren

Closest Me, Ren & Shirley

American Idol Season 8

From the beginning i watched AI, looking so many talented people across USA...like other American has their own idol, so do i....haha..try guess who is that person, well, one of the finalist is my idol..and i couldn't believe he can be in the top 3...aluu, American wake up laa!! it's very disappointing when Danny announced to eliminate at the top 3..what??? ridiculous, unbelievable it Kris is the winner for AI season 8, Danny better than him, he only can play music instruments well but not in voicing...however, i don't care so much even hard to accept, Danny is my idol..huahaha..i did keep his pics during his journey in idol, download his songs when he sang during the competition..what else?? updating news about him most all time...i'm waiting for his album, if can i wish to meet him in person...!!

Danny with best friend Jamar

Top 3 back to hometown Milwaukee, Wisconsin

Matt, Lil, Anoop, Scott, Megan, Jasmine, Adam, Allison, Jorge, Danny, Alexis, Kris & Michael

My Interview

What a great day..after 3 months filled up the online form, i been invited for an interview...i received a msg and 3 to 4 days later i get the letter, how i wish to get this post, really it's true...i dislike what I'm doing right now - documentation...i been in working in my company for about 5 years, and i get fade up with this sucks updating system..when my principal give a 'bomb' through email and the person will face it's ME..to be honest, i cried few times becos of movement inputing and the way my superior speak to me, hurting a lots and lots..im in charge for Lbu, Sdk, Twu and even KK for the container movement....while the tears drop, my prayer always put God in...im hoping God listening what im facing right now.."I Want To Resign Lord, i cant face it anymore., its painful, this is not my field.be patient!!" that the only words i can heard from my friends, i hope i got the patient but i don't...thanks friends for your support as well as guide me how to face the interview...hopefully, it's will be a good..good news...!!

Hadfiz's Wedding Reception

One of my closest fren - Hafidz, who is firefighter officer at Melaka, held his wedding's reception at kg Petagas, its was 21.March.2009..mostly of my ex-classmates came to the reception, as usual...girls more than boys...feel very happy hang with the frens that day & we chat all afternoon cos Hafidz will be leaving to Melaka the next Wednesday...i will miss Hadfiz as a single before but then he is married, his kaki kena rantai liao...hihihi.

With Nulsi, Elot, Wirda, Nerey, Kam, Amir & Wife


Newly Wed

Nelly's Wedding Reception

15.March.2009, Saturday was a big day for Nelly - her wedding day...actually, the wedding reception will be held in 2 places, one for the bride's side & another one for the groom's side. For the bride's reception. its held at Tang Dynasty Hotel, i went to the hotel early by 5pm directly to the suite room...hehe, i couldnt remember what is the room no. oredy, but the suite nice..whatever laa!! dat day, im very busy be her wedding planner..macam me yg kawin pulakk..huahaha!! i sat at table 12 with my other frens - Shu Tsen, Lee Yun, Ah Tsen & Husband, Patricia and My Cousin - Janet & Husband, weii, i almost forgotten Brenda but then she didnt able to come dat nite, got something problem wit her daughter..soo manja ba, crying sooo much!! never mind here upload some pics on the nite to share...

We All In The Table With Bride & Groom

All Of Us

Mr Rhoman & Mrs Nelly

On 18 March.2009, Wednesday - wedding reception held for the groom's side at KB...i take 2 days leave for the reception even it's difficult to get...just become a representive of my other frens...no choice baa!! i reached Nelly's house by 8am, while she makeuping by my cousin Kak Fidah, im busy taking pics...afterward, chinese traditional followed - Yam Cha...i reached KB by 12pm...& the wedding reception begin at 6pm at Chung Hwa Hall...At last but not least, Congratulation to Mr Rhoman & Mrs Nelly...congrats ya!!

At the Groom's House

Lent Season

Lent season is coming to corner, its the day for Catholic congregrations to fast..on Ash Wednesday i thought i will not manage to go to the church for the mass..when i arrive home by 6pm, luckily my brother come back early...we decide to go to Stella Maris church as usual, the mass started at 7pm...this is the 1st time the church full of congregations...the church is sooo full...that why my mum, my brother & i attend the mass at outside of the church, we sat near the bell, luckily its not rain at all, haha...dazzling like a bless from God...hopefully Lent season is the time all of us to repent & back to God..!! God bless...!!

My Cousin Srie's Wedding

22nd March is my cousin's wedding reception at Tun Fuad hall, Penampang, akad nikah at 20th March last Friday...wow..it's almost all of my cousins already get married...haha still left me...yup, when the time come i will get married oso baa...c laa how it goes...huahaha!! my family & i arrive about 12.45pm, must be hurry cos the sanding will be started at 1pm...Sri, look quite different that day myb becos of the make up with the hair do, theme for her wedding is goldies..& yellow for the rest of the family's members...nice pelamin ooo..guess what?? her husband is from Sibu, Sarawak..convert to muslim last year...not that realy happenning oso, however..there oso gong for sumazau..dun wori it's imported from Minintod, penampang, the bride & groom change their dressing to kadazan traditional cloths...so unlucky, my camera sudden become blind..hate it i need to send it for service, i been using it for 4 years...what to do, im very bz chat with my others cousins & aunts..hehe!! by the way, congratulation to my cousin Sri & Hilmie..happy forever!!

At The 'Pelamin' During The Sanding

With My Cousins Daisy & Janet, Aunts Enie & Nancy With Mama Tua Sugud & Mommy

Valentine's Day

12 Signs When U Falling In Love

12. You'll read his/her SMS over and over again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking about him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you can't see the other people around you...you can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.

CNY 2009

1st day of CNY wat a happening day, my house been attacked wit brother's frens & cousins & relatives fm Penampang...aiya, wat a tired day for me, i need to wash all the missenplast...i will start to work on 29Jan, luckily i hv an extra a day to spend time in the house...everybody went back home by midnight, everybody was drunks...but great no one been arrested during driving aah..haha!!

My Cuzz - Unong, Mimi & Aunt E'Nie


Red Team From The Hotel


Veteran Talk Group